This is a blog to say that I want to "blog" once more.. but more accurately.. BLOB. I think that's how my brain is right now in life- BLOB. I walk around, regretting everything I let escape from my brain and work (ie- music, painting and or other activities I do) and I enjoy it, yet not at the same time. I am this constant war with myself, one moment I am enjoying "me" and the next, not so much. I have so many dreams, yet so little vision on how to go about them. I just get up everyday, trying to be thankful and get through it, (which I have no real complaints, things are good) but, I am unsettled yet. Don't know if I was ever "settled" but I still search for this though it might be unattainable. I am not so unhappy as I seem, I try not to dwell here. ( I don't succeed eh?) In all this, I know God has things for me to do, and I try to find peace in Him though all this- but I am increasingly impatient and constantly think I am on the wrong track. SO- this is a few stanzas I wrote that I sing to myself-
"I will reside, in the shadow of you wings. I will lift my voice to worship you my King". End quote. End Blob.
A new season is upon us as we come home: we continue to want to be involved with ministry and are excited about the things God has planted in us during this season and are excited for the future and what it will bring.
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